Merry Xmas everyone!  It's been a pretty nice little holiday here in the valley with my family.  When things get crazy, its always nice to go back home.  I must admit it's been a little rocky at times but nothing too bad.  Since finals ended last weekend, I've been to Vegas (great time as always), had my 22nd bday, worked a lot, and came home for xmas.  I have to go back to SD tonight to work but I'm ready. 

As you get older the amount of xmas gifts you get seems to diminish and suddenly when you turn 22 you're part of the adult group and no longer get a gift from every aunt and uncle you have.  Thats fine though b/c as you get older, tastes change and gifts seem to get weirder and weirder.  I didnt get very much this year but what I did get was really really nice.  Surfboard, gift cards, money...you know the deal.   

Its Sunday of finals week and I'm at the point where I just dont give a crap.  I'm turning in my writing portfolio tomorrow, then I have 3 finals on Thurs.  I'm going to have to retake Physio so I'm not gonna try that hard but I'll study a little, Spanish shouldn't be too bad, and statistics is kind of a joke.  I dont know.  I just want to pass at this point. 

boys, as usual, are complicating my life and I'm so over it.  I'm not even trying anymore.  In fact, I dont want to meet anymore guys.  They just try to fuck with your head...and thats not cool.

I think we found a new roomate.  She seems nice enough.  I'm just glad we can finally stop worrying about finding one cuz it was really starting to piss me off. 

Work is great.  I got promoted to facility supervisor.  Everyone at work knew I was going to get the position even before I interviewed for it and it made me really happy to hear them believen in me so much.  I LOVE my coworkers!  I even won a customer service award at the holiday party!   

After finals its winter break and I'm just working pretty much.  That is, after VEGAS!!!  Dec 17-19th I'll be in Vegas with Alice, Jess, Jimmy, Rowena?, Kris?, Aaron?, Amber, Mahari, Nick, Lina, Angelica, Gary?  I'm sooo excited.  Can't wait to party in Vegas again for my b-day and see Austen (my godson) again.  Then its xmas, new years...YEAH!! 

do you believe in signs?  do you believe in destiny?  do you believe that someone somewhere has some sort of plan laid out for you and all you have to do to get to where you're supposed to end up is to follow the signs that will lead you to where you're going?...sometimes I'm not really sure...

Open your eyes to the world around you.  Because if you really think about it, there are signs everywhere...

"Pretty Girl" by Sugarcult

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love. [2x]

pretty girl... pretty girl...

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out: you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you CRY.
it's the way that he's in your mind.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love...

When things finally look like their getting good, you give your heart to someone and then they just drop you on your face like yesterday's trash...this is the story of my life...